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The Dreams that Save, William Bush FST (12 tracks, 82.3 MB)







01. Iron and Wine & Calexico - Red Dust
Every lieutenant could at least dream, even lieutenants like Bush with no imagination at all. -- Lieutenant Hornblower

02. The Arcade Fire - Rebellion (Lies)
A dead man lay there, half way up, but Bush gave the corpse no more attention than it deserved. At the top was the main battery, six huge guns pointing through the embrasures. And beyond was the sky, all bloody-red with the dawn. -- Lieutenant Hornblower

03. Jay-Z - The Watcher (feat. Dr. Dre and Rakim)
Everything was changed and unreal. The shouts of the Spaniards might have been the shrill cries of little children at play. Bush saw the muskets levelled and fired, but the irregular volley sounded in his ears no louder than popguns. The charge was sweeping the deck; Bush tried to spring forward to join with it but his legs strangely would not move. He found himself lying on the deck and his arms had no strength when he tried to lift himself up. -- Lieutenant Hornblower

04. Beck - Little One
Bush and Prowse, and the surgeon, Wallis, and the purser, Huffnell, had made the presentation after a mysterious request from Bush that they should be allowed to enter his cabin for a moment in his absence. Hornblower had returned to the cabin to find the deputation there and the cabin transformed. There were curtains and cushions -- stuffed with oakum —- and a coverlet, all gay with red and blue roses and green leaves painted on with ship's paint by some unknown artist in the ship's company. -- Hornblower and the Hotspur

05. Hem - When I Was Drinking
Wrecks; stranded whales; flotsam and jetsam; Droits of Admiralty dealt with things of this sort, appropriating them for the Crown, and, despite the name, they were of no concern to Their Lordships. Bush's grin expanded into a laugh. -- Hornblower and the Hotspur

06. Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Maps
The new captain pulled a paper from his breast pocket, opened it, and began to read. A shout from Bush bared every head so that the function would take place with due solemnity.

"Orders given by us, William Cornwallis, Vice-Admiral of the Red, Knight of the Most Honourable Order of the Bath, Commanding His Majesty's Ships and Vessels of the Channel Fleet, to James Percival Meadows, Esquire --" -- Hornblower and the Crisis

07. Ada - Maps
The crew cheered again, the poor fools, when they saw that they were about to face the rest of the French, even though it meant the certain death of half of them at least. Hornblower felt pity -- or was it contempt? -- for them and their fighting madness or thirst for glory. Bush was as bad as any of them, judging by the way his face had lit up at the order. He wanted the Frenchman's blood just because they were Frenchmen, and thought nothing of the chance of being a legless cripple if he were granted the chance of smashing a few French legs first. -- Ship of the Line

08. The Kinks - Living on a Thin Line
It was a matter of some days before he mastered his giddiness and weakness, and then as soon as he was able to use the wooden leg effectively they found all manner of things wrong with it. It was none too easy to find the most suitable length, and they discovered to their surprise that it was a matter of some importance to set the leather tip at exactly the right angle to the shaft. -- Flying Colours

09. Jim White - Bluebird
"They won't give me a ship —- not with this leg of mine —- but there's the dockyard job at Sheerness waiting for me. I should never be captain if it weren't for you, sir." -- Flying Colours

10. Sufjan Stevens - For the Widows in Paradise
Bush glanced over the port-side rail, and Hornblower looked across with him. There was the rest of the squadron, the two ugly bomb-ketches, the two big ship-rigged sloops, and the graceful little cutter. There were puffs of smoke showing at the sides of each of them, blown to nothingness almost instantly by the wind, and then the boom of the shots as each ship saluted the pendant, firing gun for gun, taking the time from the Commodore. -- Commodore Hornblower

11. Craig Armstrong - Starless II
"All ready, sir?" piped up a voice from the sternsheets.

"Goodbye, Bush," said Hornblower.

"Goodbye, sir." -- Lord Hornblower

12. Embarrassing dorko bonus track of WB "duty above all else" Navy Love smushiness. Really, when I'm channeling the big smushy craggy-feature, "I'll offer you every penny I have in the world and then make you cushions besides" (as [livejournal.com profile] black_hound puts it) love, I jump around my room and play air guitar to this. Because come on. You know that if he'd lived in the 1980s or later, Bush would have SO TOTALLY enjoyed this kinda music despite the Dago guitars, and you know. He would have listened to this song while driving to Sheerness in his blue pickup with dust on the windshield, the windows down and the AC off.



Cover image is a 1796 print of the abandonment of the HMS Centaur, which was "captured after a very gallant resistance" during the 1759 Battle of Lagos Bay under Boscawen. Lagos, from what I understand, is the battle where the British Navy picked up its first Saucy Temeraire. :>

Back image is Blacksmith and His Sons by John A. Noble.

Both are overlaid up with bits of Turner paintings -- the front is "The Fighting "Temeraire' tugged to her last berth to be broken up," and if you squint, you can see the funnels of the steamship down in the lefthand corner. The back has "Shade and Darkness - the Evening of the Deluge."

And, PS: I'll cry if you don't listen give the Jay-Z track a chance and think about it as sort of a statement of All Things Bush. If you can take the racist epithets in the HH books, you can take a couple casual mentions of the N-word, and you can also see how the song is utterly Bush. Those pale, watchful eyes? The verbal braggadocio and posturing? Come on. The pride that he takes in his work, his experience? He was pricking his finger before you even knew what the family Navy was.

Bush is also capable of blowing a hundred pounds in two days. XD Respect him and his bitch.

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Date: 2006-03-17 04:10 am (UTC)
ext_8683: (Bush silhouette gun deck)
From: [identity profile] black-hound.livejournal.com
This is the best damn thing I've seen in the fandom to date.

<3333333333 to the power of 10.

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Date: 2006-03-17 04:12 am (UTC)
ext_8683: (Default)
From: [identity profile] black-hound.livejournal.com
P.S. Tracks #2 and #3 are switched around in terms of the linkage.

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Date: 2006-03-17 04:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
*fixes wildly, re-uploads the zip file and everything too* Thanks so much for the heads up. :D

And <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 How could I not put this togheter after our discussion earlier today about how Bush is basically the greatet thing since, like, the invention of cake? It's been brooding around for a while, but. *___* Bush *____*

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Date: 2006-03-17 04:28 am (UTC)
ext_8683: (Bush stoneware mug)
From: [identity profile] black-hound.livejournal.com
And while thumbing through my hardcopy of LtH trying desperately to find the reference to the uncle (which I can't find) I kept coming across all these references to how kind hearted Bush is and --

"Bush was a generous soul, and there was not a mean motive in him."

He's just this great bear of a man with a heart of gold. *hearts him wildly*

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Date: 2006-03-17 04:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
He really is. Most people would be so disgustingly jealous of HH from the get-go, but Bush just has these tiiinnny flashes of it that. <33333

I think my favorite line from that section is But he could bear fatigue and hunger and thirst, and he doubted if Hornblower could.. It's such a quiet, succint little statement of responsibility and toughness and endurance. Bush has been working just as hard as Hornblower, but he's still ready to shoulder the harder burden, and it's all becaues he CAN.

Also. That part in the section just previous where 10K people run up and ask Bush to do eight hundred things at once? Together with how we know that he loves being able to focus on doing one thing at a time, it really makes a desk job at Sheerness sound like the WORST IDEA EVER.

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Date: 2006-03-17 04:55 am (UTC)
ext_8683: (Bush looking down)
From: [identity profile] black-hound.livejournal.com
That part in the section just previous where 10K people run up and ask Bush to do eight hundred things at once?

Is that the part where he's thinking if one more person comes running up 'his heart would break'? Just that choice of words.

And when I read about his physical toughness and how he can bear all this hard shit & takes it as the natural lot of life & his spiritual toughness because life can be resoundingly unfair & it's a tough fucking road to hoe. It really makes me wonder just what sort of hard life he's had.

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Date: 2006-03-17 05:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
Yeah, that's exactly the section. And man oh man. Can't you just see him thinking that on his second day on the job at Sheerness, his first real day with the duties, and then he realizes that the rest of his life is going to be like this? And the way he goes still for a moment and then tells himself that he's just going to have to get through it?

And yeah. To be as tough as all that and STILL SO FULL OF LOVE FOR HORNBLOWER and so kind, too, to this family that's been absent from his life. *____*

*pours bottle of hard lemonade into ground for the man*

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Date: 2006-03-17 03:04 pm (UTC)
ext_8683: (Bush/Hornblower lemonade)
From: [identity profile] black-hound.livejournal.com
And yeah. To be as tough as all that and STILL SO FULL OF LOVE FOR HORNBLOWER and so kind, too, to this family that's been absent from his life. *____*

He is the greatest character ever put to paper. So saith I. XD

And that idea of an AU HH is just so full of crack goodness that I will never rest in my grace peacefully unless it actually comes to fruition. :D

*writes brokeback house renovation or something*

Date: 2006-03-17 04:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
Ahahahah. And here, I was afraid that I was going to be running the risk of having you, like, disown me or something once I started ranting about the difficulties of translating Bush

Jesus. I know even less about renovating houses than I do about sailing ships.

(Have you ever read those Shalott stories for M&C? I can't tell you how badly I've been yearning for an HH genderfuck story.

ext_8683: (Default)
From: [identity profile] black-hound.livejournal.com
I am history hardcore with a doubt XD, but I like reading AU stuff when someone WHO KNOWS THE FUCKING CHARACTERS takes them out of time and place.

I read those a while ago when I was hunting for Duende, her M&C vid. They made me laugh. :D
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
M&C is such a totally different canon from HH. I tried to read some a few months ago and just felt my brain pop, though ahahah. Oh man. Excuse me, how hilarious would it be if Hornblower woke up a a woman? HOW HILARIOUS WOULD IT BE?

Bush: :> I like 'em pretty and saucy. :>
From: [identity profile] nolivingman.livejournal.com
*jumps in un-asked*

I adore the HH canon so much, but Aubrey-Maturin is the One True Canon for me. Those books consumed my life for months when I first read them - I did basically nothing else for months.

And, yes, Shallott's AU's are *amazing* - the genderfuck and the space drama. Her characterization is perfect, even when Jack is a woman. Love love love those stories.

You know that she's written a series of books, and the first just came out that are M&C meets dragons?
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DUDE. Is it, like, commercially available?

And yeah. I had a big smushy writer crush on Shalott back in the ickles-day when she was writing X-Files, and now, I'm finding that she's not only written GLADIATORFIC and LA CONFIDENTIAL FIC but all these amazing things about boats and genderfuck and Star Trek-like things? It makes me happy.

(I can totally see how MC is total canon love for lots and lots of people. I enjoyed the book that I read, and I love Shalott's fic. It's just that the emotional tone of the books is so, so, so different from HH -- I'll recognize episodes or details or concerns, but Jack is, like, the anti-Hornblower, and I'm a hardcore fandom monogamist. If I ever get out of HH, MC will definitely be an option. Right now, though? It's like ;lakdfj;lgkjsrptzglad!)
From: [identity profile] nolivingman.livejournal.com
Amazon link to book, because I am always handy with the links.

Jack *is* the anti-Hornblower; it's funny that I love them both so much. I don't know why, but Aubrey makes me all swoony; I think it's the math.

I have never known fandom monogamy.
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
dkjgkdfh I love you. You've just made my entire week. *has loved Shalott's writing since she was an ickles little thing, and oh my God* :D It's the TEMERAIRE.

And it would take a heart of stone not to love Jack. Seriously. The man is adorable adventure-loving squishiness with just enough danger and menace to keep him intereting. In a way, he kind of reminds me of Bush on uppers and without the brutal education in "the hard school."

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Date: 2006-03-18 10:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nolivingman.livejournal.com
Yay for week-making! *beams*

Geez - I had forgotten to mention that it's Temeraire! *sporks self* OMG THE LOVE for Shalott is strong; it's like she's written those books for us AOS fangirls.

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Date: 2006-03-18 11:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
And I see that she's gotten title blurbs from Anne McCaffery AND Stephen King. O.o Man.

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Date: 2006-03-17 04:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] randomalia.livejournal.com
The covers are so beautiful!

This looks great. And, um. 1980's HH FIC OMFG. *tries to breathe*

<333333333

Date: 2006-03-17 04:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
I have been trying to figure out a way to write massive AU HH fic in the style of what Shalott did for Master and Commander for AGES, man. AGES.

It is absurdly hard to try and write a version of LtH divorced from wooden ladies, and only the fact that I might get to write about Bush in stonewashed jeans keeps me going. XD

Re: <333333333

Date: 2006-03-17 05:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] randomalia.livejournal.com
It could be SO great. *___* Bush would be all disdainful of 'computers' and he'd drink beer and and. :>

How much of LtH would you need to work with, though? Characterisation and the dynamic, obviously. But plot? Setting?
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
Bush would be all disdainful of 'computers' and he'd drink beer and and. :>

*lets out shriek of laughter that wakes up the neighbors* Man.

It's hard to figure out what I'd be able to keep from LtH. Setting would be pretty much impossible, but I'd been poking with the idea that they're part of a construction crew fixing up an old house by the sea or something in the winter before the new owner comes out? house ~ ship, as we've been talking about, but the big problem so far has been figuring out how to get the dynamic without having the kind of war-type events that we've got in LtH.

Like, what sort of modern relationship is there that even VAGUELY resembles lieutenants on a ship like the Renown?

XD XD

Date: 2006-03-17 06:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] randomalia.livejournal.com
*______* That's a fantastic idea. Eeeeee at Bush being the foreman or something. Yelling at the workers.

But, yeah, I can see why it's difficult. With the part about the old house you can bring history into it, which seems like something HH would know about. As in restoration or local stuff or digs on the property. *ponders*

Re: XD XD

Date: 2006-03-17 04:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
I was actually thinking kind of like a three man crew -- I'm thinking, like, a resort town in the winter? I don't know if it works this way dwn in Australia, but in the part of the US where I live, the vacation towns just empty out in cold weather becaue they're unlivable.

So yeah. Bush doing most of the hard carpentry, Hornblower doing electrical and plumbing, and Wellard helping Hornblower out with whatever he needs. And Sawyer can be the totally ridiculous abentee owner of the house who calls in every day and shows up once in a while in a chauffered Benz or something.

Buckland is the useless local site supervisor who shows up once a week, usually drunk.

Re: XD XD

Date: 2006-03-17 10:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] randomalia.livejournal.com
<33333333333

I guess the beach-type towns here do have less tourists in the winter. I think the unlivable places are the ones that get too hot, though. :D

And I would love to see this fic. Wellard! Sawyer in a Benz!

You know, I've been reading a LotR/rps AU that makes everyone a member of a band, and a few Supernatural fics where there's genderfuckery, and when they're good they are SO GOOD, and I think the HH fandom is in need of a good AU-ing.

Re: XD XD

Date: 2006-03-17 10:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] randomalia.livejournal.com
Erm. PEE. ESS. I forgot to email you, will go do that now. Hope it didn't hold you up.

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Date: 2006-03-17 04:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mozart.livejournal.com
I love the bits of story you have, as opposed to the lyrics

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Date: 2006-03-17 05:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
Down in the body of the fort Hornblower was already issuing rapid orders, and the men, roused to activity, were on the move. On the gun platform they were casting loose the remaining guns, and as Bush descended from the platform he saw Hornblower organising other working parties, snapping out orders with quick gestures. At the sight of Bush he turned guiltily and walked over to the well. A marine was winding up the bucket, and Hornblower seized it. He raised the bucket to his lips, leaning back to balance the weight; and he drank and drank, water slopping in quantities over his chest as he drank, water pouring over his face, until the bucket was empty, and then he put it down with a grin at Bush, his face still dripping water. The very sight of him was enough to make Bush, who had already had one drink from the well, feel consumed with thirst all over again.

*coughs* With source material like that, how could I resist?

fangirls

Date: 2006-03-17 09:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lamis-p.livejournal.com
Just.... you are wonderful and I think I love you. Wow.

Re: fangirls

Date: 2006-03-17 04:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
*laughs* You're way too nice. And you may want to reserve judgment, you know, if you haven't heard the songs. XD

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Date: 2006-03-17 02:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iansmomesq.livejournal.com
Fantastic! *fangirls you madly, downloads and squees with Bushly delight*

Thank you!

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Date: 2006-03-17 04:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
Bush Bush Bush. <333333 *resists urge to tug on his queue in your icon*

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Date: 2006-03-17 08:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nolivingman.livejournal.com
Awesome. I love the cover art, and the songs are great. I like the Jay-Z - a bold choice, but it totally works. I adore the bonus track too.

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Date: 2006-03-18 09:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
I imagine that Bush ha a little swagger in his step he's on shore. XD Especially when he's got the wooden leg.

And OMG. The Darkness. I love them and their cheesy retro-rock so much that it's embarrassing. I mean, what respectable band has a music video about giant space squid taking over the USS Space Rock Star? And yet every time I see one of those gorgeous icons like yours where Bush has his eyes down and is looking all demure? Get out the air guitars, baby.

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Date: 2006-03-17 10:17 pm (UTC)
ext_8683: (Dog music)
From: [identity profile] black-hound.livejournal.com
BTW, I've been listening to that Craig Armstrong track all day and it's just <33333333 and just so wonderfully sad. It really is a goodbye.

(no subject)

Date: 2006-03-18 09:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
That goodbye scene makes me bawl. When I need to tap into the emo poor Hornblower I-can't-even-drive-past-Sheerness-anymore, I-must-run-away angt, all I have to do is queue that song up and start thinking about Bush swinging himself down into the boat.

Lord Hornblower = THE BOOK OF PAIN.

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Date: 2006-03-18 09:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nolivingman.livejournal.com
What [livejournal.com profile] black_hound said about the Craig Armstrong. So sad; it makes me all mooshy and girly.

One thing - this post is not flocked, and ordinarily I would link to something like this in the old newsletter. But I notice that this is your bandwidth we'd be spending not YSI's, and so if you don't want me to link it, I would completely understand. Let me know if you care one way or another.

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Date: 2006-03-18 09:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
Ahha. Knock yourelf out, yo. It's un-f'locked and unpassworded to spread the Craig Armstrong love.

(And yeah, I'm a huge Craig Armstrong fan. I love his soundtrack work so desperately and plebily. *___*)

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Date: 2006-03-19 10:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_oggy_/
*plays magic eye with your cover art*
i see the turner paintings! god, that man was fantastic with the brush, colors and sky. while not one my favorite artists, he has my respect.

"Bush is also capable of blowing a hundred pounds in two days. XD Respect him and his bitch."
oh yeah
dude, that and the snippets you provide for the tracks, massive massive fangrrl love.

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