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The Dreams that Save, William Bush FST (12 tracks, 82.3 MB)
01. Iron and Wine & Calexico - Red Dust
Every lieutenant could at least dream, even lieutenants like Bush with no imagination at all. -- Lieutenant Hornblower
02. The Arcade Fire - Rebellion (Lies)
A dead man lay there, half way up, but Bush gave the corpse no more attention than it deserved. At the top was the main battery, six huge guns pointing through the embrasures. And beyond was the sky, all bloody-red with the dawn. -- Lieutenant Hornblower
03. Jay-Z - The Watcher (feat. Dr. Dre and Rakim)
Everything was changed and unreal. The shouts of the Spaniards might have been the shrill cries of little children at play. Bush saw the muskets levelled and fired, but the irregular volley sounded in his ears no louder than popguns. The charge was sweeping the deck; Bush tried to spring forward to join with it but his legs strangely would not move. He found himself lying on the deck and his arms had no strength when he tried to lift himself up. -- Lieutenant Hornblower
04. Beck - Little One
Bush and Prowse, and the surgeon, Wallis, and the purser, Huffnell, had made the presentation after a mysterious request from Bush that they should be allowed to enter his cabin for a moment in his absence. Hornblower had returned to the cabin to find the deputation there and the cabin transformed. There were curtains and cushions -- stuffed with oakum —- and a coverlet, all gay with red and blue roses and green leaves painted on with ship's paint by some unknown artist in the ship's company. -- Hornblower and the Hotspur
05. Hem - When I Was Drinking
Wrecks; stranded whales; flotsam and jetsam; Droits of Admiralty dealt with things of this sort, appropriating them for the Crown, and, despite the name, they were of no concern to Their Lordships. Bush's grin expanded into a laugh. -- Hornblower and the Hotspur
06. Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Maps
The new captain pulled a paper from his breast pocket, opened it, and began to read. A shout from Bush bared every head so that the function would take place with due solemnity.
"Orders given by us, William Cornwallis, Vice-Admiral of the Red, Knight of the Most Honourable Order of the Bath, Commanding His Majesty's Ships and Vessels of the Channel Fleet, to James Percival Meadows, Esquire --" -- Hornblower and the Crisis
07. Ada - Maps
The crew cheered again, the poor fools, when they saw that they were about to face the rest of the French, even though it meant the certain death of half of them at least. Hornblower felt pity -- or was it contempt? -- for them and their fighting madness or thirst for glory. Bush was as bad as any of them, judging by the way his face had lit up at the order. He wanted the Frenchman's blood just because they were Frenchmen, and thought nothing of the chance of being a legless cripple if he were granted the chance of smashing a few French legs first. -- Ship of the Line
08. The Kinks - Living on a Thin Line
It was a matter of some days before he mastered his giddiness and weakness, and then as soon as he was able to use the wooden leg effectively they found all manner of things wrong with it. It was none too easy to find the most suitable length, and they discovered to their surprise that it was a matter of some importance to set the leather tip at exactly the right angle to the shaft. -- Flying Colours
09. Jim White - Bluebird
"They won't give me a ship —- not with this leg of mine —- but there's the dockyard job at Sheerness waiting for me. I should never be captain if it weren't for you, sir." -- Flying Colours
10. Sufjan Stevens - For the Widows in Paradise
Bush glanced over the port-side rail, and Hornblower looked across with him. There was the rest of the squadron, the two ugly bomb-ketches, the two big ship-rigged sloops, and the graceful little cutter. There were puffs of smoke showing at the sides of each of them, blown to nothingness almost instantly by the wind, and then the boom of the shots as each ship saluted the pendant, firing gun for gun, taking the time from the Commodore. -- Commodore Hornblower
11. Craig Armstrong - Starless II
"All ready, sir?" piped up a voice from the sternsheets.
"Goodbye, Bush," said Hornblower.
"Goodbye, sir." -- Lord Hornblower
12. Embarrassing dorko bonus track of WB "duty above all else" Navy Love smushiness. Really, when I'm channeling the big smushy craggy-feature, "I'll offer you every penny I have in the world and then make you cushions besides" (as
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Cover image is a 1796 print of the abandonment of the HMS Centaur, which was "captured after a very gallant resistance" during the 1759 Battle of Lagos Bay under Boscawen. Lagos, from what I understand, is the battle where the British Navy picked up its first Saucy Temeraire. :>
Back image is Blacksmith and His Sons by John A. Noble.
Both are overlaid up with bits of Turner paintings -- the front is "The Fighting "Temeraire' tugged to her last berth to be broken up," and if you squint, you can see the funnels of the steamship down in the lefthand corner. The back has "Shade and Darkness - the Evening of the Deluge."
And, PS: I'll cry if you don't listen give the Jay-Z track a chance and think about it as sort of a statement of All Things Bush. If you can take the racist epithets in the HH books, you can take a couple casual mentions of the N-word, and you can also see how the song is utterly Bush. Those pale, watchful eyes? The verbal braggadocio and posturing? Come on. The pride that he takes in his work, his experience? He was pricking his finger before you even knew what the
Bush is also capable of blowing a hundred pounds in two days. XD Respect him and his bitch.
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Date: 2006-03-17 04:10 am (UTC)<3333333333 to the power of 10.
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Date: 2006-03-17 04:12 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-03-17 04:20 am (UTC)And <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 How could I not put this togheter after our discussion earlier today about how Bush is basically the greatet thing since, like, the invention of cake? It's been brooding around for a while, but. *___* Bush *____*
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Date: 2006-03-17 04:28 am (UTC)"Bush was a generous soul, and there was not a mean motive in him."
He's just this great bear of a man with a heart of gold. *hearts him wildly*
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Date: 2006-03-17 04:43 am (UTC)I think my favorite line from that section is But he could bear fatigue and hunger and thirst, and he doubted if Hornblower could.. It's such a quiet, succint little statement of responsibility and toughness and endurance. Bush has been working just as hard as Hornblower, but he's still ready to shoulder the harder burden, and it's all becaues he CAN.
Also. That part in the section just previous where 10K people run up and ask Bush to do eight hundred things at once? Together with how we know that he loves being able to focus on doing one thing at a time, it really makes a desk job at Sheerness sound like the WORST IDEA EVER.
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Date: 2006-03-17 04:55 am (UTC)Is that the part where he's thinking if one more person comes running up 'his heart would break'? Just that choice of words.
And when I read about his physical toughness and how he can bear all this hard shit & takes it as the natural lot of life & his spiritual toughness because life can be resoundingly unfair & it's a tough fucking road to hoe. It really makes me wonder just what sort of hard life he's had.
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Date: 2006-03-17 05:06 am (UTC)And yeah. To be as tough as all that and STILL SO FULL OF LOVE FOR HORNBLOWER and so kind, too, to this family that's been absent from his life. *____*
*pours bottle of hard lemonade into ground for the man*
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Date: 2006-03-17 03:04 pm (UTC)He is the greatest character ever put to paper. So saith I. XD
And that idea of an AU HH is just so full of crack goodness that I will never rest in my grace peacefully unless it actually comes to fruition. :D
*writes brokeback house renovation or something*
Date: 2006-03-17 04:36 pm (UTC)Jesus. I know even less about renovating houses than I do about sailing ships.
(Have you ever read those Shalott stories for M&C? I can't tell you how badly I've been yearning for an HH genderfuck story.
Re: *writes brokeback house renovation or something*
Date: 2006-03-17 05:57 pm (UTC)I read those a while ago when I was hunting for Duende, her M&C vid. They made me laugh. :D
Re: *writes brokeback house renovation or something*
Date: 2006-03-17 06:25 pm (UTC)Bush: :> I like 'em pretty and saucy. :>
Re: *writes brokeback house renovation or something*
Date: 2006-03-17 08:05 pm (UTC)I adore the HH canon so much, but Aubrey-Maturin is the One True Canon for me. Those books consumed my life for months when I first read them - I did basically nothing else for months.
And, yes, Shallott's AU's are *amazing* - the genderfuck and the space drama. Her characterization is perfect, even when Jack is a woman. Love love love those stories.
You know that she's written a series of books, and the first just came out that are M&C meets dragons?
Re: *writes brokeback house renovation or something*
Date: 2006-03-18 09:55 pm (UTC)And yeah. I had a big smushy writer crush on Shalott back in the ickles-day when she was writing X-Files, and now, I'm finding that she's not only written GLADIATORFIC and LA CONFIDENTIAL FIC but all these amazing things about boats and genderfuck and Star Trek-like things? It makes me happy.
(I can totally see how MC is total canon love for lots and lots of people. I enjoyed the book that I read, and I love Shalott's fic. It's just that the emotional tone of the books is so, so, so different from HH -- I'll recognize episodes or details or concerns, but Jack is, like, the anti-Hornblower, and I'm a hardcore fandom monogamist. If I ever get out of HH, MC will definitely be an option. Right now, though? It's like ;lakdfj;lgkjsrptzglad!)
Re: *writes brokeback house renovation or something*
Date: 2006-03-18 10:11 pm (UTC)Jack *is* the anti-Hornblower; it's funny that I love them both so much. I don't know why, but Aubrey makes me all swoony; I think it's the math.
I have never known fandom monogamy.
Re: *writes brokeback house renovation or something*
Date: 2006-03-18 10:18 pm (UTC)And it would take a heart of stone not to love Jack. Seriously. The man is adorable adventure-loving squishiness with just enough danger and menace to keep him intereting. In a way, he kind of reminds me of Bush on uppers and without the brutal education in "the hard school."
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Date: 2006-03-18 10:35 pm (UTC)Geez - I had forgotten to mention that it's Temeraire! *sporks self* OMG THE LOVE for Shalott is strong; it's like she's written those books for us AOS fangirls.
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Date: 2006-03-18 11:50 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-03-17 04:30 am (UTC)This looks great. And, um. 1980's HH FIC OMFG. *tries to breathe*
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Date: 2006-03-17 04:52 am (UTC)It is absurdly hard to try and write a version of LtH divorced from wooden ladies, and only the fact that I might get to write about Bush in stonewashed jeans keeps me going. XD
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Date: 2006-03-17 05:32 am (UTC)How much of LtH would you need to work with, though? Characterisation and the dynamic, obviously. But plot? Setting?
bush would be horribly disappointed when h tells him that professional wrestling is fake.
Date: 2006-03-17 05:39 am (UTC)*lets out shriek of laughter that wakes up the neighbors* Man.
It's hard to figure out what I'd be able to keep from LtH. Setting would be pretty much impossible, but I'd been poking with the idea that they're part of a construction crew fixing up an old house by the sea or something in the winter before the new owner comes out? house ~ ship, as we've been talking about, but the big problem so far has been figuring out how to get the dynamic without having the kind of war-type events that we've got in LtH.
Like, what sort of modern relationship is there that even VAGUELY resembles lieutenants on a ship like the Renown?
XD XD
Date: 2006-03-17 06:20 am (UTC)But, yeah, I can see why it's difficult. With the part about the old house you can bring history into it, which seems like something HH would know about. As in restoration or local stuff or digs on the property. *ponders*
Re: XD XD
Date: 2006-03-17 04:25 pm (UTC)So yeah. Bush doing most of the hard carpentry, Hornblower doing electrical and plumbing, and Wellard helping Hornblower out with whatever he needs. And Sawyer can be the totally ridiculous abentee owner of the house who calls in every day and shows up once in a while in a chauffered Benz or something.
Buckland is the useless local site supervisor who shows up once a week, usually drunk.
Re: XD XD
Date: 2006-03-17 10:02 pm (UTC)I guess the beach-type towns here do have less tourists in the winter. I think the unlivable places are the ones that get too hot, though. :D
And I would love to see this fic. Wellard! Sawyer in a Benz!
You know, I've been reading a LotR/rps AU that makes everyone a member of a band, and a few Supernatural fics where there's genderfuckery, and when they're good they are SO GOOD, and I think the HH fandom is in need of a good AU-ing.
Re: XD XD
Date: 2006-03-17 10:19 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-03-17 04:58 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-03-17 05:01 am (UTC)*coughs* With source material like that, how could I resist?
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Date: 2006-03-17 09:34 am (UTC)Re: fangirls
Date: 2006-03-17 04:38 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-03-17 02:25 pm (UTC)Thank you!
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Date: 2006-03-17 04:41 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2006-03-18 09:35 pm (UTC)And OMG. The Darkness. I love them and their cheesy retro-rock so much that it's embarrassing. I mean, what respectable band has a music video about giant space squid taking over the USS Space Rock Star? And yet every time I see one of those gorgeous icons like yours where Bush has his eyes down and is looking all demure? Get out the air guitars, baby.
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Date: 2006-03-17 10:17 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-03-18 09:32 pm (UTC)Lord Hornblower = THE BOOK OF PAIN.
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Date: 2006-03-18 09:15 pm (UTC)One thing - this post is not flocked, and ordinarily I would link to something like this in the old newsletter. But I notice that this is your bandwidth we'd be spending not YSI's, and so if you don't want me to link it, I would completely understand. Let me know if you care one way or another.
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Date: 2006-03-18 09:30 pm (UTC)(And yeah, I'm a huge Craig Armstrong fan. I love his soundtrack work so desperately and plebily. *___*)
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Date: 2006-03-19 10:50 pm (UTC)i see the turner paintings! god, that man was fantastic with the brush, colors and sky. while not one my favorite artists, he has my respect.
"Bush is also capable of blowing a hundred pounds in two days. XD Respect him and his bitch."
oh yeah
dude, that and the snippets you provide for the tracks, massive massive fangrrl love.