quigonejinn: (hornblower - anything to keep you happy)
quigonejinn ([personal profile] quigonejinn) wrote2006-05-29 10:31 am
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The Mirror and the Pendant

Alas, not back yet, but there are hopes! There are hopes! HH-style fairytale based on a Hans Christian Anderson story.



Once upon a time, there was a very bad hobgoblin -- which is to say that he was actually a very proper hobgoblin. He was mean, and he was wicked, but the worst thing about him was that he had a mirror which had the power of making everything good or beautiful that was reflected in it almost shrink to nothing, while everything that was worthless and bad looked increased in size and worse than ever. The hobgoblin took great pleasure going about, here and there, there and here with his mirror, looking at everything in its terrible surface and congratulating himself on how awful the world truly was. That beautiful landscape, for example, was nothing more than boiled spinach. That lovely woman, for another, was nothing but a harlot, and so on, and so forth. At one point, he even decided to fly up to heaven to look at the angels with it, but as he took the mirror up, the higher he flew, the more slippery the glass became until he could no longer hold it, until it slipped from his hands and fell to the earth, break into millions and millions of pieces.

One bit flew into the heart a kind king, and he was never kind anymore. Another bit flew into the mouth of a truthful politician, and he never spoke of good things after that. A third bit -- out of the millions and millions of pieces, and it was a good sized bit -- flew into the eye of a little boy who was playing in a pig trough.

He could never see any good after that. The fragment of mirror drove him out to sea, in fact. It worked at him inflexibly and made him into a great captain, bringing him treasures and love and adventure, but none of it ever made him happy, for he could not see the good or the beautiful in any of it until one night, when he was a commodore and sitting in the inn, waiting for the morning. Tomorrow was to be his first night, really, aboard the ship, and the commodore was fighting a vague feeling of dissatisfaction, of worry and dread before what ought to be the happiest day of his life.

His best friend, his flagship captain came in with his hat and coat, and saw his commodore sitting in the half-dark.

The flag captain blinked and said, "Sir, I believe you have something in your eye. If you'd permit me the liberty -- "

He leaned forward, brushed his fingers over the commodore's eye, and to both of their surprises, out popped a fragment of glass, fully two inches long. The flag captain gaped at it, shining in his palm like that, and the commodore gaped, too, but not at the bit of glass -- he was seeing his friend's face for the first time. Swarthy and scarred, true, not bearing the marks of learning or study, but nevertheless shining and beautiful with goodness and kindness and worry for this man that he had followed around the world and back, into the worst places of human nature, always without a single complaint. They were to go out tomorrow to a place where ice locked the seas for half the year, where there was a hostile army of millions gathered almost within cannon-shot.

At that point, the commodore could do nothing but kiss his beautiful friend.

ETA: Hopes are dashed. Will continue to be out -- the fuckfaces want me to pay $900 to fix my computer. We shall see.
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[identity profile] black-hound.livejournal.com 2006-05-29 03:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for saving my weekend. :D *licks up every drop of sap*

Swarthy and scarred, true, not bearing the marks of learning or study, but nevertheless shining and beautiful with goodness and kindness and worry for this man that he had followed around the world and back, into the worst places of human nature, always without a single complaint.

THAT LINE. omg. That's really it. It just is. That is art, man. It's just art.

[identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com 2006-05-31 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
My love for William Bush is powerful, my friend. Powerful. And I have this fic that won't leave my head about the whole post-Lydia command thing -- him and Gerard, maybe, in the wardroom, and Gerard looking at Bush's little snug corner kind of measuringly because he expects to be first lieutenant soon and to have that nice cozy spot? And Bush biting his lip and knowing, in his gut, what kinds of reports HH writes?
ext_8683: (Bush silhouette gun deck)

[identity profile] black-hound.livejournal.com 2006-05-31 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
I need to read that fic. NEED TO.

Cause ya know, I really have to wonder about the how and why that nothing ever happened for Bush after all that business with the Natividad and the Lydia refitting.

[identity profile] quietcontrary.livejournal.com 2006-05-29 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I love your writing so ♥ I love the way your mind works :)

HH fairy tales are smushy cbb love :)

[identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com 2006-05-31 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
*smushes you, needs to buy card so she can call your brilliant ass*

[identity profile] dastier.livejournal.com 2006-05-29 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
the moment i read 'Andersen' in the cut tag, i knew it was to be about Snow Queen and Hornblower ;) the Man who stared into the Mirror of Reason for too long, really.

[identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com 2006-05-31 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
Aha. I'm not entirely satisfied with how squishy-sweet this turned out -- there's a much longer version, I think, about Ship of the Line/Flying Colours from Barbara's point-of-view, and yeah. XD

[identity profile] lamis-p.livejournal.com 2006-05-30 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
So sweet! HH/WB <3

Plus: there can never be too many references to HH in a pig trough.

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_oggy_/ 2006-05-30 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
gah, things in people's eyes!!!!

the last few sentences are so sweet and like omg!

[identity profile] nautacarus.livejournal.com 2006-05-30 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
Ahhh! So that's how the Hornblower got its spots :)
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[personal profile] sanguinity 2018-10-17 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I love this little story beyond all reason. How much I long for Hornblower being able to remove that shard from his eye, and how much I long for Bush to be seen for what he is. So much feeling, in so few words.