Darling blonde, only blonde who I would ever consider letting in my bed -- I see you friended this LJ today. I cannot promise much Battlestar Galactica talk at all, though I will write you this short little thing that has been kicking around in my head all day.

The military is in Lee Adama's blood. Ten years of being raised by his mother on Caprica couldn't wipe it out of him, and as a result, these are the rules:

1. Zak is always the good guy.
2. It's usually summertime.
3. Everybody is sober.
4. Kara does not come into it. In fact, no thinking about this when he's actually with somebody, not ever.

These are, indeed, the rules that Lee follows when he gets off while thinking about his brother. Half the time, he drifts into having his hand on his cock without even being aware of it, and since he can't stop himself from doing it, these are the rules he follows to keep himself from getting completely wrecked. Zak is the good guy. It's summertime, a good, clean, wholesome Caprica summer. His mother has had enough influence on him so that he'd feel a little bad about messing around with his little brother if the brother were drunk, and Kara is as strictly off limits in the fantasies as she is normally.

Everything else is up for grabs, though. How he fucks Zak. Whether it's indoors or outdoors. Whether it even gets to the fucking stage because sometimes, it's just imagining what it would feel like to have Zak's shoulder under his teeth, under his hands. Pushing Zak, maybe, down into the ground. Getting a blowjob from Zak against the wall in the back.

Sometimes, just imagining putting his hand on Zak's head while he gets that blowjob is enough to get him off. It depends on how long it's been since the last time he did this, how much he's been thinking about Zak, whether there have been any little things that have reminded him of Zak recently -- the dreams, Lee will swear up and down, didn't start until Zak was dead, and the unspoken, unbreakable rule is, as always, that Adama, Sr., Commander, Husker, never comes into the picture.